YouTube Injustice etc

Greetings,

YouTube started denying me access to view videos, making it very difficult to curate playlists- not only for myself, but for those who find them helpful. They gave me no notice or explanation. When I reformed the old channel and redesigned it, I was tracked and again denied access to view videos. I can’t even see my own!

This causes another problem as well. I own a big flat screen Google tv that I had no access to YouTube on. Whoever caused this will get their karma. For many months I have been silently battling repeated painful infections on top of the many physical challenges I also push through to do this work from my heart.

I use sound frequencies on YouTube to help me heal, to give my chakras an extra helping boost and change my vibration more easily. I play them while sleeping especially. I am learning to function in both lower and higher vibrations which is challenging enough in this dense realm of manifestation.

So, much time has been wasted building and rebuilding YouTube channels. If you want me to follow your channel, let me know what channel you upload to and I will check it out from my incognito account. I had to rebuild yet again and simply do not upload anything nor post anything and no one will know it is me.

The solution is that I am seeking a new platform where I will have more room for freedom of speech. It may cost even more money out of my pocket to pay subscription fees.

Also, I have made myself very accessible to people in the Temple community- sometimes spending hours with a few people over time answering questions and even being there for them in their darkest hours- only to be ghosted here and on Facebook… including dropping me from their friends list without talking about it whatsoever. That is something you do to complete strangers or enemies- not to someone who helped you and genuinely cared about your wellbeing.

If that occurs, needless to say, these people will never have access to me again. If they seek to pay me in the future for services once I have recovered well enough, they will be refused service.

Such behaviour is not only rude, but a sign that they don’t have strength of character. Strength of character is necessary in any path unless you are entirely of chaos to the point wherein you don’t care about anything or anyone and such are not welcome here.

Do not waste my time. Until scientists can find a treatment and cure for the progressive degenerative neuromuscular disease I also have, I don’t have much productive time left. I have lost at least 50% of my use of my hands and it’s going fast as I came out of a plateau of stability months ago. The latter is why I haven’t been able to keep book deadlines etc also. This doesn’t just affect my feet. I have a severe case of CMT 1A. I have scoliosis and a multitude of other complications.

While most people are quickly using their thumbs to write on phones, I have to use dictation and fix the mistakes or peck out one letter at a time with a stylus . Imagine writing books, creating music and videos and updating websites and social media like this!

Individuals who are so careless and disrespectful don’t deserve to be here. Period. Users who are just users and consumers of information and other peoples’ time will not get very far on their path and are wasting their time here and everyone else’s who have taken time to poat in communities too.

For such users, I recommend going to YouTube and reading books and do not seek teachers. Don’t approach them. Most charge very hefty fees to even talk to them or will ignore people they don’t know. Teachers are not simply info vaults. Do your research concerning a path, then seek out a teacher or guide.

The precious time of teachers and guides that such people waste is time stolen from those who actually make a genuine effort and commitment to themselves and the Deities and Daemons they work with to develop to be the best they can be. It takes time that can be spent doing other things that are part of a mission as well.

That also goes with Deities and Daemons across the Veils. If They invest in you, They expect you to pull your weight and not waste Their time! The difference is that They are less likely to tell you that they are ghosting you and they are entitled to leave. They are not the ones being problematic. Don’t bother to request Patronage or any long-term lessons and assistance that is meant to help you on your path if you aren’t invested. Ask any serious practitioner or devotee and they will tell you the same thing.

I haven’t yet decided whether or not to post to YouTube anything but announcements. Vimeo is a very expensive platform, but Ereshkigal/ Lilith let me know a better option anyway. She also said that more than one person reported me to YouTube. Apparently, at least one was due to jealousy for some reason. None of us are impressed.

For those who have had the courage to keep strong and work on yourselves seriously and not be disrespectful to me and/or others in the Temple communities, keep on keeping on and thanks for your time. 💜

NAMES:

At some point, I will be legally changing my name to Ishtar Zarael Anu. It is the way of the Igigi people to have names that reflect who they are, characteristics, names associated with Patriarchs or Matriarchs, etc. A name can change more than once and there may be many applying to one person.

So, when you see more than one Name of any of the Igigi, which includes Anunnaki/ Elohim (High Council), it can be due to different cultures or apply to different facets of multifaceted entities. It makes it more complicated when wanting to work with a Deity or Daemon or even an Angel if you are compatible, but it does get easier when you get out of the mindset of one name per entity.

Note: I will talk about the Angel topic at some point. It is not as clear cut as it seems.

Anyway, my name in this realm has been such as well. As I evolved, the name has changed- sometimes legally as well. This one is the base name now. I still have aspects of Uazarel, Third Emissary of the Name, but it is an encoding of my mission and Ishtar is most suited to me as a person. I hope that makes sense to you!

Blessings,

Ishtar